Oh hi there, blog. I’ve neglected you for a long time, but I’m back now. And oh boy, it feels good to be blogging again. I’m listening to music with my headphones, dancing very comically on my chair (I think this should be listed as my special skill), Sylvi is watching me from the bed like I’m crazy and all I can say that I’m so happy to be here, right now.
Sometimes rebound relationships turn into something else than they were originally meant to be. Sometimes you end up finding someone to marry in a greenhouse in Helsinki. Life is crazy and full of awesome magic, and I’m so happy I got to be a part of this little magical gathering. ❤
This wedding has a special meaning to me. It was the moment I found my confidence as a photographer again after a little break. And as last year was the year when I found my confidence again on all levels, it feels like this was sort of the start to all of it. Change is never easy. Making hard decisions require you being brave instead of being scared of the change. But in the end it will be worth it. Because YOU are worth it. You need to decide to love yourself enough to pursue the things that are right for you. You might end up crying oceans worth of tears but when you’re all alone and can finally say you’re happy being you, you have succeeded. In the end we are all alone (can a wedding photographer even say that?!) even if we’re surrounded by the loves of our lives, family and friends. Being happy with who you are means a lot because if you can’t fly on your own wings, nobody can do that for you.